the end

After 2 long years of playing games with our adoption board, we have called it quits.

It appeared no end in sight for all the bad things that they wanted us to do and the bad things that they would say about my family. Today they wanted me to have controlled visits with my father as he was once a alcoholic, now I mean once a long time ago, just think I am nearly 42 and the last time my father was drunk was when I was about maybe 9 years old.

I told her that I think that the department that they work for are analysing the wrong group of people. The people who want to be parents, plan and save to become parents, we are not the people that they are being paid to protect and who have the children taken from them because of our life styles.

Daz thinks we could go to panel but we would probably only be turned down at panel as the department boss who already doesn't like smokers (Daz is a smoker) and thinks we are freaks as Daz also has pet snakes would be on said panel.

I am really mad because these people have the goal to judge me not good enough to be a mother.
Just because our reproductive systems do not work does not me an that we are less, that we do not deserve to be parents, just because someone else deems us not good enough.

Today I had to bite my lip and I didn't like it!